it has been a full month since the back surgery. it's been a long month, i am exhausted, whiney and taking alot of meds, which i don't like to do, the taking meds parts not the whiney. today as i stood at the window watching the rain i realized i did not have go out in the rain for any reason. i hate winter. i hate being cold. i now realize the best part of currently being broken is that i do not have to get up early in the cold, get dressed, warm up a cold car, and battle the weather to get to work. hot damn!!!!!! i hate doing all of those things. it rained hard this afternoon, during my nap, which would have been the time i had to drive home. lucky me. ya gotta cling to the cheap thrills. and there is something to say about living in jammies too.
yesterday i had a doctor's appt, now there's something wrong with my wrist (kill me now), and everyone was busy and i had to drive myself. this was my first outing alone. the other errands i needed to do i did before the appt cuz i knew i would be tired by the time it was over, and i was. now i have to find out what wrongs with my wrist. there is some theory both by my primary and the surgeon is that sometimes during long surgeries, mine was 4 hours flat on my face, body parts wind up in off positions and are quite sore afterward. i don't care, i can't cope with more than one big pain at a time and i've been positiviely weepy. i really hate that too. obviously my attitude continues to be 'fussy'.
now if i can bend over long enough to cut my toenails. they're looking deadly.
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