2 days and counting

the wedding continues to get closer.  my wedding sandals have gone missing.  shiney silver with sparkly diamonds, so cute.  we dismantled the house numerous times and could not find them anywhere.  i try to blame the dogs but they don't appear to be wearing sparkly little bracelets or tiaras.  i bought these awhile back and am sure i won't be able to find another pair.  but, alas, i go to the store and they have one pair in my color and size.  god was loving me yesterday.  purple carnations were ordered for the centerpieces.  they actually come from south america thru florida.  they are on time and i am excited to see them.  then i look at box, all the labels say the contents are orange ranoculous.  that is definitely not purple carnations.  i quickly go in the house, hi, hi, hi, to the dogs and go for the scissors to open the box.  i'm pretty sure my heart has stopped by now.  i was truly afraid to lift the lid on the box.  ta dah!  it's purple carnations.  i'm thanking god again.  crisis averted. the list of things to do is staggering.  i realize it will all be just fine but my brain doesn't stop going over the list.  it's very inconvenient to come to work but i'm outta here at noon and the kaos starts on a major scale.  the rehearsal is today and i'll feel better after we work the kinks outta that.  the minister is a friend and i've told him it's his job to keep the hecklers in the audience under control.  i love my friends.  but i am getting my delegation plan in place.  i can't do it all and need to come to terms with it.  i have already apologized to the groom, and my mother, for being short and snappy about almost everything.  deep cleansing breath.  today will be crazy but tomorrow all hell breaks loose.  and there will be relatives all over the place and i'll have to be nice all day.  deep cleansing breath.  my thoughts are that if i can make it to saturday, the wedding day, the worst is over and i'm just looking foward to the honeymoon on the coast so i don't have to do anything on a schedule.  i'm thinking massages would be good.  deep cleansing breath.